International Association for the Study of Dreams

[erik]

On May the 16th 2005 at around 8am I had this dream :

"I was in a electrical trolley and in this trolley I was with a few girls.
There were a few annoying Turkish guys there, they were staring to the girls and they were just annoying.
I was making this my business and a fight occured, without physical fight, but with words.
Then a little Turk came who aimed a gun at us. He was determened and wasn't afraid to shoot.
At the stop Eendrachtsweg we got out and that little Turk as well with the gun in his hand.
We had a fight consisting out of words and a woman in front of the trolley (tram) meddled herself with our fight.
The little Turk aimed his gun at the woman and his look became like a look from hell.
He shot her 4 times in the stomach and when he did that, I heard a police man saying (he was at the trolley), he said to the woman that she was dying while she was still consciouss.
I was so angry at that little Turkish guy that I gave him a few gigantic smashes on his face, that made him falling backwards, then I got hold of his head and with all my power I threw his head again and again against the wall of the cafe that is situated there "The Tramhuis" (The Trolleyhouse).
His head was totally split and blood came rushing out. Then the setting changed.
I told my deeds to some people and was very proud about was I had done.
The next day my deeds were written in the newspaper and the police was looking for me.
Now I trusted that nobody would turn me in because I was right."

Now, I left the castle were I was teaching yoga and doing some other stuff at the end of September 2007 to go to Rotterdam to concentrate myself for the yoga retreat I would give on October the 18th, if I am correct.
I had numerous annoying voices in my head who cursed almost everybody I saw in that time.
So that was the reason why I went to Rotterdam, I wanted peace of mind !
This was foretold by some other dreams I posted on www.astraldynamics.com , where I have the username Ganjananda, I deleted these posts from this forum, but many are still there.

But in the beginning of October I got this dream :

"I was walking on a road called the Eendrachtsweg in Rotterdam and a guy, who was retarded, came walking towards me, he had a gun in his hand. he aimed at me and wanted to kill me, I managed to turn another way and I escaped.
Then I continue to walk towards the cafe/bar "The Tramhuis" at the end of that road, near the Binnenweg in Rotterdam.
There I saw that a woman was taking a gun out of her purse and she was shooting the gun at a woman walking there on the corner in slowmotion. I saw that the woman died on the spot"

As I am always challenging destiny, I thought in that time that Muslims wanted to kill me, so I decided on October 6th 2007, based on the dreams above, to challenge destiny and was thinking that Muslims wanted to kill me on that spot, at the Tramhuis, the cafe/bar, which I frequently visited in the past, when I was still using drugs like cocaine and booze.

So I went there, walking from the Kruisplein, and I heard voices in my head, while I walking to that spot :

"Nothing will happen"

But I couldn't believe it and went to the Tramhuis.

Upon arriving there I walked up and down, chanting Hare Krishna loudly, in front of the Tramhuis.
And indeed, nothing happened there, I wasn't getting killed, but I beat the sh.t out of the little Turk from the first dream there, that was fun !!

And then things happened, a car stopped with a good friend of mine in it, he got out and came walking towards me, we talked a bit and I told him honestly why I was there, he must have thought that I was a freak, because I was thinking I was to be killed that afternoon !
Anyway, he asked me more then 10 times how my brother was, Patrick, and then I said, because I didn't trusted him anymore :

"They wouldn't want to do something to my brother, do they?"

He said I was crazy and walked away, back to his car and drove away.

And then I had to undergo the consequences of the killing of my brother, Patrick in a past life, in the months that followed after this incident, October till the middle of December 2007.

Yes, I killed my brother, Patrick, in a past life and now I was getting punished because of it, very clever game played upon me, but one thing sucks, and that is that they wanted to falsely accuse me of being aware of my brother getting killed by Muslims and that I would let it happen, just like that ! That was the purpose of my friend, popping up at the Tramhuis and asking me more then 10 times how Patrick was doing.

Now, never of course, but I stayed in my room for more then 2 months and had to undergo serious punishment over there because of some things from the past.

And that is foretold in the following dream, yeah, there were "weapons who said bang", fireworks, very clever.

April 25th 2005 at Rotterdam 03.45am :

"I was in a house with men carrying weapons. They just had a deal and the result of that deal was that they had a load of "weapons who said bang"" (electronic weapons), it was put on the drive way.
I stole one and got inside the house..
Then I was inside a room with someone and wanted to go to sleep.
My mom came inside and she was worried about me and asked me if everything was all right with me. She came sitting on my bed and talked a bit with me.
All of the sudden she discovered a half peeled orange beneath my bed and she took a few bites.
I discovered to my utmost surprise that my "weapon who said bang" had changed into that orange and when my mother began to eat this orange it was causing loud explosions inside her mouth.
I was scared because in this way the weapon dealers could detect me, but nothing happened.
Somewhat later I was somewhere else and I had 3 "weapons who said bang" with me.
When I wanted to go away from that house with those weapons I came across a guy who shot an arrow at me and who aimed his "weapon who said bang" at me.
He did hit me with with that arrow and I was changed in a defenseless slave who had to do whatever they said to me.
Then I went to sit at a computer to influence the results of a singing contest. I gave a female singer a lot of points, so that in this way she could win the contest."

The things I had to undergo there in my room where unspeakable and I need to do a month of pranayama to remember all of it again, not that I know some things now, but to create a serious work with all the things I underwent I need a month of pranayama, I guess.

Anyway, that I would go back to Rotterdam in 2007 was all foretold in the following dream. Note that I came to the castle on July 10th 2006, by then it was all foretold in these dreams that those things would happen, amazing, isn't it, where is the free will ????

November 14th 2005 at 4am :

"I was sleeping outside a castle.
I remember how pretty the sunset was, because I wanted to make a picture of it, but just now I didn't have a camera with me.
Totally unexpected a airplane came flying by, very low and it crashed just behind the castle.
I was covering my face behind a hedge and waited until the noise ended.
After that I erected myself and went to the place where the plane crashed, the lower deck of the planewas totally gone, but the upper deck was intact.
I saw all kind of people, shocked, they were sitting in their chairs and diner was served, or at least, lunch or breakfast.
The stewardesses were offended because they wanted that money was paided for the food.
At that moment my mother came walking towards that place, she was worried and was looking for me, I went away from this scene.
The next moment I heard explosions at the Willemsbrug in Rotterdam, a bridge, and I hasted myself to go there.
Along the way I walked along a neighborhood what I associated with Spangen, a neighborhood in Rotterdam.
I heard an explosion there as well and saw the whole neighborhood (I was at the top of a dyke) falling down like domino stones.
I said to a woman :

"This is what you get when you live in Spangen"

The whole district was down and had fallen to pieces.
But whenever I arrived at the Willemsbrug, I came across a girl who I know very good (I leave her name out of it), we shook hands and she said that she would explain later why she was there.
I looked around to the rubble and saw that from out of the river almost everything was cleaned up, a lot of rubble was thrown into the Maas (river in Rotterdam).

The next moment I saw a guy I knew from the past and the girl in a car. Some black guy came biking into my direction, shook my hand and said to the guy I knew :

"This is the guy from....?"

The next moment I was again at the location at the castle, but the castle was a bit slanted.
I tried to sleep again but became aware of a big spider in the hedge.
I checked if there were more, but it was the only one.
I chased it into the hedge so in that way I could continue to sleep as I liked."

And another dream I got in the castle which foretold the happenings in Rotterdam, October-December 2007 :

Summer 2007 (never wrote this one down):

"I was in a house, an attic from a house and I was kicking and smashing junkies away from me.
The junkies were very annoying and I felt like I had the mission to kick and punch them away from me.
I had my girlfriend behind me in that room, which was a bit grey of color.
Later I saw a girl in a car and I was following her into the car, we talked and then I got out of the red car to continue my fight against the junkies."

There is no free will !!!!
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[TracyN]

I think your dreams are trying to tell you something pretty important. Actually they are virtually screaming at you to look at something inside. Are you dealing with any anger or violence issues in real life? Also do you have a great fear of dying, being shot, or attacked?

[erik]

[erik]

I got dreams at the end of 2006, even before I wrote on forums about my mystic life and my first psychosis, telling me that (edited by moderator) wanted revenge for something what I was about to do, this was the first dream about it :

November 3rd 2006 at 4am :

"I was cleaning a nice little house for myself and was furnishing it. It was a nice house and I felt very comfortable there.
Outside where a lot of groups of angry muslims (at the time I wrote it down on forums, I didn't wanna write that it were muslims) and they were very angry with me.
But they were guarded by Israeli soldiers (at the time I wrote this on forums I also didn't wanna write it were Israeli's), armed with weapons, the ([color=red]edited by moderator) were kept behind a fence.
Then my family came by and they didn't feel at ease, they thought this situation was threatening and I agreed.
Then I was cleaning another house and furnishing it, I was very happy with this house, it was near a city centre, but the house showed some defects, so I wasn't very happy anymore and because it was far away from the temple and I couldn't go to Mangala Arati, this wouldn't be good for me."[/color]

*this dream, the first house I was having meant the spiritual centre I was at that time, it could also represent the period of writing on dream forums. This angered the (edited by moderator) and the second house was my house in Rotterdam, I went to Rotterdam in September 2007, and there many weird things happened. So this dream was prophetic.

On Januari 3rd 2007 at 4am I got this following dream :

"I was walking around with some prints and was trying to find some blue stones on a sandy beach, the stones were visible after some heavy rains exposed them.
The wife of Sankarshan, the cook of the restaurant, told me that I wouldn't find more, but I did.
Then I rubbed these stones on a piece of paper, turning it blue.
Then I was gambling, I was winning all the time although the points won were 3 or 4 or so instead of 200.
Then I was helping a girl out in the restaurant, she was overworked and was sitting in the kitchen downstairs. While doing this I saw a big lion outside the castle where I was living.
The lion was just sitting there but I felt it was vibrating....well, it was threatening, I told this to Manohar, the vice temple president there.
I had the feeling that I had unleashed this lion from his cage, but now I didn't had the courage to go to this lion, 'cause I wanted to put him in his cage again."

*the blue stones being exposed after heavy rain symblized me, writing down my experiences on a forum, this is supported by this rubbing them on a piece of paper, turning it blue, namely ink from a pen, blue ink.
The heavy rains was symblic for the purification process, namely the pranayama I did at night, giving me back so much memories about those dreadful times in 2002 - early 2003.
The lion is symbolic for (edited by moderator), who are not happy with this and according to the previous dream, were very angry with me.
I didn't know how to handle the situation.

Then I found more dreams in my dreambook I remembered which were connected with the story.

December 8th 2006 :

"I was at home again in Rotterdam, depressed and smoking my second joint (weed), realizing how addictive this was"

*this part of a dream told me that I would end up in Rotterdam again. I started to smoke cigarettes and weed again. So it was foretelling.

December 13th 2006 :

"I woke up earlier than expected and was walking home from a metro station over the Wolpheartsbocht to the Pleinweg, my house is somewhat there"

*also this deals with the fact that in September 2007 I would go home to Rotterdam for a while.

Then I found a dream in my dreambook that foretold that I was going to have a fight with (edited by moderator) and that I couldn't win. The dream came one day before I got the desire to write down my experiences on a dreamforum, called www.astraldynamics.com , my username is ganjananda there, you can find my posts there although I deleted a few of them.

December 15th 2006 at 3.30am :

"I was looking to a form and I realized that a company owed me 68 cents.
So I went to look for a friend I had in my youth, who was also living in the van Oosterzeestraat in the West side of Rotterdam, Ricky Claris.
I found him and asked for his banknumber, he gave it to me and I saw it wasn't correct, there were more numbers and leters.
I left, thinking it all over, got angry and went back, looking for him.
He was siting somewhere upstairs against a house and I threw a longdrink glass towards him, but I was aiming to a dark figure next to him and the glass fell upon the head of a white figure, just below him.
Then he came down, he was changed into Richard van Woerden, also someone from the past in this neighborhood.
So I challenged him to come down and to box with me (I was a boxer for 4 years in the past) and we began boxing.
But I was or not so good or he was better than me.
Then I heard a voice calling from behind me :

"He has learned that boxing from Shiva!"

At that moment I knew I couldn't win."

*well, old friends are always representing misfortune in my dreams, this dream indicated that I was going into a fight with (edited by moderator) and islam, which is symbolized by old friends. Also it clearly states that I would lose the fight and why ?

Because my old friend (a muslim) had learned this from Shiva !

Mohammed was in his past life a Shiva worshipper as Mahamada (see Bhavisya Purana), so I could't have a more clear message in this dream.

But at the time of the dream I didn't realize all this, although I knew that Mohammed worshipped Shiva in his past life.

So this dream was foretelling a lot what would happen in the time to come, I think I got voices in my head, cursing everbody I saw, around June 2007 and then the whole game started with me. In September I went to Rotterdam and I stayed home in the months October, November and early December 2007, man, the things that happened in my room were amazing, it was revenge on me for writing down my mystic experiences on internet, the (edited by moderator) with the Dutch government, of course, were pissed, they didn't want me to set the records straight, although I was just posting my experiences on forums.
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[erik]

Oh, and the link I provided in my previous reply doesn't work anymore, because the dream forum changed it's design, so I found the link in the new dream forum :

http://www.sleeps.com/forums/showthread.php/26850-Foretelling-dream-about-me-fighting-muslims-and-my-death-in-visions
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[erik]

I just remembered something that happened during that psychosis, I will write it down here :

Gunshots in 2007 :

When I had the 3rd psychosis, it entirely consisted of being afraid that the (edited by moderator) would kill my brother Patrick, this is something I already knew at the end of 2006 and the beginning of 2007 since I had dreams that he would die and I had to save him (together with my mother, but that was just too weird, so I didn't buy that too much)....

The (edited by moderator) had played their mystic game upon me, and I decided to stay inside for a while. I stayed in my room for more than 2 months, October, November and a bit of December 2007.

One day the weed of my brother was finished and he had to buy new weed, so he went to the coffeeshop and I was waiting for him to return, I never knew if he would return, because I was a fraid that (edited by moderator) would kill him when he went outside, so I was always very worried and restless when he was away.
I was waiting for him to return and it took a long time, I became more and more restless and my heart was pounding like anything.

The (edited by moderator) knew this.......

I was sitting on my bed against the wall cross legged when I bursted, the tension was just too much and then I heard four times :

"Beng, beng, beng, beng..."

I heard gunshots and they seemed to be coming from around the corner, Texelsestraat. Now they had me..........did they kill my brother ?

I felt so unbelievable restless and was in anxiety, my heart was pounding beyond normal, I was sweating and went down, to the room where Patrick lived.
I sat down, thinking.........it could be a trick !

But it was too much, after opening the window a few times to see what's happening, I decided to go outside (and I didn't wanna do that) and walk to the corner to see what happened. I went outside, I saw a guy walking in front of me, he was just as big as my brother, I already saw him when I was on my way out in the stairway and thought :

"They have sent him to walk here so I will be reminded of my brother, with this they say that it is my last chance to not go outside otherwise I am spammed !!"

kinda paranoid.......

I saw a couple at the other side of the street looking to me very attentive, I thought :

"They are part of the scam, they wanna see what expression is in my eyes"

kinda paranoid too.......

I walked to the corner, saw nothing and decided to walk to the steet where the coffeeshop is so I made a round and on my way back, I decided to go to my mother to see if Patrick was there, he was.......!!

He was just the most relaxed person, talking with my mother, a very peaceful atmosphere, they had no clue what I had gone thru.
And I had a weird expression in my eyes, but it seemed my mother and Patrick didn't notice this and I couldn't say anythin, otherwise they would have encouraged me to see the shrink.

I was feeling so terrible because of this trick, there really were 4 gunshots, it weren't firecrackers, I heard firecrackers all the time in that period.

Later I found out, at the end of 2008, that I killed Patrick in a past life in the 17th century, probably in Holland when my wife cheated on me with him, I shot them both and part of the plan was that I had to pay for this by being terribly afraid for more than 2 months that they would kill him, man, the things I had to undergo in my room in that 2 month period were really unbelievable, I was a slave to the voices in my head and the thoughts that were not mine, just horrible........
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[timeisnotlinear]

I think the thread that you have here is an important example of dreams and what they mean to the dreamer, so I will leave it up. However, you must not use terms that could be considered derogatory to others who may be using this board. I have edited out wording that could be considered so. Please keep this in mind when posting in the future.

[erik]

Thank you for keeping the thread here, in the future I will take more care for what I write, because this was copied and pasted from my facebook group, I am not so careful with words sometimes and will leave them out of it in the future
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[timeisnotlinear]

Cool, thanks.